From left to right, top to bottom: 1. Coffee art, 2. Patterned/Textured Doc Martens, 3. Circle Sunglasses, 4. Astrology/Moon Phases,  5. Floral Crowns, 6. Ghosts/Halloween, 7. Rob Zombie, 8. Oversized Jumpers, 9. Driving/Car Trips

This month has been eventful in the case that I've been trying to just explore different realms of myself. I've been trying new things, dressing differently, spending more quality, buddy-buddy time with friends, just in general being more outgoing than usual. I'm stressed out about school, work, university, etc and it's not getting much better as time goes on. I find that my friends and I are bonding even more which creates this somewhat collapsed feeling in the pit of my stomach because I know I have a large possibility of moving away next summer for college. Maybe a little bit deeper down in Florida until Emalie and I can move to New York and start the biggest chapter of our lives. I can't wait but at the same time, now that I'm spending more time with my older, closer friends, I'm feeling like I'm on this ticking timer and that this friendship is due to explode at any moment. I almost cried at my dear friend's chorus concert yesterday when my friend Corwin leaned over and whispered "It's weird to think that this is her second to last concert ever.." I was nearly a mess of tears because I just came to notice how fast this is all ending. I don't want to see my friends have to be left behind or see them move away. The only comforting thing is that I have Emalie here. It'll all work out though. It always does.